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Wednesday, 22 August 2012

bottled up

Hi guys! I'm back (:  I've been so caught up with school lately, i hardly even have the time to watch television... Sigh...

Well, so many things happened recently, i don't even know where to begin... A's in 74 days, and i still feel unprepared for so many topics... I don't know how i'm going to get through this... there are times when you just feel like giving up, breaking down and just hoping that time would stop, but reality hits you- time waits for no man. The stress level is crazy... I don't even know if i would be able to pull through this. No matter how much i study, it doesn't seem like it's enough. Another test, another disappointment... i don't understand what's wrong with myself when i see others excelling in their academics. It's just discouraging, utterly, bitterly, disgustingly demoralising.

It doesnt help much when most people are only for themselves either. No one really cares about you, or maybe just superficially. i dont know who i can trust anymore... People are not as simple as they seem to be. Maybe i shouldn't even care so much about it. Honestly i just want to isolate myself from the rest of them... Does everyone backstab each other in today's world? I'm just so confused, and so dejected. I don't know why i'm blogging either. I guess it's time to hit the books once again...

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